What do I want?

Homily

17th Sunday in Ordinary Time A2

26 July 2026

St. Ann Catholic Church - Prairie Village, KS

AMDG

What do I want?

Add this to the list of terrifying questions.  I've preached on them quite a bit.  Father, how are you?  Father, how can I help you?  Father, what are you afraid of?

They're all terrifying if you don't know the answer.  Add today's pivotal question to the list.  What do I want?  Does anybody really know the answer to this question?  If not, add it to the list of terrifying questions that we would rather avoid than answer.  

What do I want?

Why is this such a pivotal question for people of faith?  Because God asks it constantly.  It's the question asked of Solomon in a dream in today's first reading.  What do you want?  It's the question Jesus first asks his disciples in the Gospel of John - what are you looking for?  Jesus tells his disciples over and over and over - ask for whatever you want and it will be done for you!

The problem is that I don't know what I want!  The question is terrifying because if God is good and wants to give us good things, it's a question we can't afford to get wrong.  What if I ask for the wrong thing?  What if I ask for nothing compared to the everything God wants to give me?  

What do I want?  I want to be left alone and not asked this question! That's what I want!

In light of the Koester family's accident this week, a lot of us would ask for more protection.  It's a dangerous world out there, fraught with all kinds of evils.  Many of us would pray for safety.  It's not a bad prayer, yet we also know it's not ultimate.   Jesus embraced the worst evil happening to the most innocent person.  The cross teaches us there is something greater to ask for than preservation of our bodies.  

Many of us would ask for more comfort, for life to get easier.  Yet we know this isn't right either.  The hardest tough somehow becomes the best stuff, the most pivotal and transformative parts of our story.  We are not made for comfort, but greatness.  

The saints knew what to ask for.

Mother Teresa asked to thirst to hear the cries of the poor.

Thomas Aquinas asked not for intellectual gifts but only Jesus Himself

Solomon asked for an understanding heart.

The Blessed Mother asked for God's will processed through a pure and pierced heart.

St. Paul asks for the theological virtues - faith, hope and love. 

John of the Cross asked for suffering.

John Paul II asked to totally belong to Mary.

The list goes on and on and on.  Every saint could answer this question.  If I'm not a saint yet, I still don't know and the question terrifies me.  The parables of Jesus teach us that we get to will and choose and desire only one thing, and that is what we will receive.  It's too much pressure! And yet it's a choice we are born to make, a risk of faith that is salvific for those who make it.  It's the heart and most pivotal and dramatic moment of our story.  Our answer to the question - what do I want?

Jesus taught us to pray the 7 petitions of the Our Father, and told us that the Father will give the Holy Spirit to whomever asks.  In the Holy Spirit, we get 7 gifts in one - wisdom, understanding, knowledge, counsel, courage, fear and awe.  

In the Holy Spirit we get everything, and to ask for anything else or less is nothing.  

I desire the will of God which is to have the Holy Spirit dwell richly in me.  The will of God is to give the Holy Spirit so that I will always know what to ask for.

What do I want?

+mj  

 

What's the best kind of prayer?

Homily

16th Sunday of Ordinary Time A2

19 July 2026

St. Ann Catholic Church - Prairie Village

AMDG

What's the best prayer you have ever said?  

The ultimate prayer we offer is the sacrifice of the Mass.  It is the obedience to worship God the way in which He wants to be worshipped.  The command is clear.  Do this in memory of me.  Do this.  There's nothing greater than offering the sacrifice of yourself through, with and in Jesus Christ, the sacrifice that is infinitely pleasing to God, that unleashes the transformative power of the greatest love that has conquered all things.  There is nothing more powerful than the Mass.  It's ultimate.  It's the greatest prayer.

Yet is it the best?

We know the Our Father to have been given as the perfect prayer.  It's 7 perfect petitions, 3 for God and 4 for us, complete Jesus' response when asked to teach His disciples how to pray.  It's hard to beat the Our Father.  It's perfect.  Yet is it the best?

Thursday over 500 people gathered here for the rosary.  It's an incomparably beautiful prayer.  We prayed for the Koester family, especially for our 5th grader Annie Koester, who is in grave danger due to injuries suffered unjustly in a car accident Wednesday morning east of St. Louis.  Everyone felt so devastated and helpless.  So we prayed the mysteries of our faith, by which God brings the greatest good out of the most tragic circumstances, through the heart of our Blessed Mother, who gave birth to J

Didn't you sow good seed in your field?

rest of homily incomplete

Am I boring?

Homily

15th Sunday in Ordinary Time A2

12 July 2026

St. Ann Catholic Church - Prairie Village, KS

AMDG

Have I let myself becoming boring?

This is always the question I ask myself when hearing the parable of the sower.  Parables are exciting.  Mysteries are confounding.  The ways of God are surprising.  There is no adventure that compares to growing in the likeness of God, being driven with great compunction by the Holy Spirit that wants to dwell richly in you, and to participate with all your heart in the redemption mission of the Lord, the ultimate victory of life over death.  

It's scary exciting.  That's why I shy away from it.  There are many things more comfortable, and less scary than the pursuit of holiness.  There are many things cheaper and easier. There's nothing better.  

Jesus speaks in parables because He wants those who think they get it to not get it, and those who think they don't get it to get it.  The mysteries of God are inexhaustible.  They cut to the heart, revealing the presence of God and the real meaning of life.  They are no surface level, but for those who want to go deep so they can go high in the great adventure of glorifying God.  

The only way to grow rich in these mysteries is to study and pray and worship.  Those who do these things will grow rich. Those who don't will have stolen what they only superficially possess.  

The whole point of life is to approach the mystery of God with childlike awe.  It's to realize that you could just be dust, but through the Spirit of God breathing and nourishing the life of God in you, you are not a mere mortal.  You are meant to pursue the glory of God.  

It's to recognize the Word of God as Jesus Himself, who planted Himself in the ground in humiliating love, to reveal the ultimate source of life, a life that He nourishes not only in word but in sacrament, nourishing your two-fold unity as soul and body!

Parables are mysteries, showing when we have traded the glory of God for boring things that can bring life, be it our complicity with sin, or our fear of anything deeper than the superficiality of our temptations and distractions.  

We're not supposed to get them.  If we think we do, we are boring.  If we don't, the great adventure which is God Himself lies open before us!

+mj  

How dominant am I?

Homily

14th Sunday in Ordinary Time A2

5 July 2026

Independence Day weekend 250 years!

St. Ann Church - Prairie Village, KS

AMDG

How dominant am I?

The word dominant comes from Dominus - the term used for kings and lords in antiquity.  The be dominant is to have power.  To be dominus is to have supreme power.  How much power do I have?  How dominant am I?

For 250 years now, the United States has been kicking ass so to speak!  We are undefeated, never having been vanquished or occupied.  That's quite a winning streak of kicking ass.  The fireworks shows should be bigger than ever, a sign of our firepower as the most dominant and powerful nation on earth.  Happy 250 years USA! What an incredible run and an incredible experiment these United States are.  A government of, by and for the people it governs.  No people in history have enjoyed the liberty and prosperity Americans enjoy, no matter whether you like the current politics or not.   No matter how you slice it, we are the most blessed people of all time.

Does being a citizen of the most powerful country that is by and for the people make me dominant?  What makes someone dominant?  We should take our clue from the ultimate Dominus Himself, the most powerful person ever to cross the face of the earth, our Lord and King Jesus Christ.

Jesus Christ has a different way of kicking ass.  He rides on an ass, making an ass his chariot, a cross his throne and taking thorns as his crown.  This is what domination really looks like.  Having ultimate power, and using it to give life instead of take it, to serve rather than to use.  Whoever wishes to be dominant among you will be the be last of all and servant of all. That is true domination.  

Even if the most powerful country on earth, our heroes are not the killers but those killed. No one has greater power than this, than to lay down one's life for one's friends.  That's domination.  Nobody is truly free unless he has overcome the fear of death.  That's domination.  Jesus is pre-eminent in this.  He has power to lay down his life and take it up again.  This is ultimate freedom, not merely freedom from tyranny nor the freedom of choice.  It's the freedom to love to the end, to glorify God by choosing to sacrifice for one another in the same manner that He has first loved us.

That's why Catholicism is the ultimate and dominant religion, and why it is meant to flourish in these United States more than anywhere.  Under the patronage of the Immaculate Conception, we have a chance to live our faith anew on this land.  A religion is a shared rule of life, in common pursuit of a highest good which is God Himself.  Catholic worship is based in sacrifice, a making things holy by giving life instead of taking it.  It is the building up of a Kingdom that attain peace not through war, but by mercy.  Its ministers participate in the sacrifice of the King who established an eternal and universal kingdom from sea to shining sea by taking a donkey as His chariot, thorns as His crown and the cross as His throne.  That's domination.  

The dynamite of this true Lord is how to win the ultimate victory over evil without a shot being fired.  Nobody else has found a way to do it.  

Our great country exists to preserve the freedom of religion, the right according to one's conscience to pursue the ultimate and common good which is God Himself.  The best and ultimate use of one's freedom is to glorify God alone, and to be dominant just how Jesus Christ the Lord is.

Freedom from the yoke of tyranny is meant to embolden the freedom to easily lay down one's life according to one's conviction.  Let's use our freedom in awe and wonder and in courageous pursuit of what it truly means to be dominant!

+mj